Intellectual Conversation

1220pm- Ever take a step back to look at a situation and then see it in a new light? Well that is what has been happening to me, when my friends weren't talking to me it made me step back and question everything and now that were on speaking terms again, i kinda wish we weren't. I know that sounds horrible and mean and I should be grateful that everything is working itself out but in the back of my mind I feel like I can't have a meaningful conversation. For example last night at dinner we were sitting in a booth and sitting at a table in front of us was my friends ex-boyfriend and his roommate (relationship did not end well), but we went on eating and he got a phone call and we could hear it and it was about a party he was having friday night and that it was going to be "awesome", anyway he left, didn't say anything to us and as soon as he was out of sight by friend starting going on about how he was only talking about the party so we could hear him and how she was trying to be the bigger person about the break up ya ya ya (FYI they broke up beginning of Jan 2012 so this has been going on a while). she was talking about how she was over him (and yet she still talks about him, deleted him off facebook then re-added him so she could "creep"). The whole time I was thinking "What is wrong with you?", and after that little rant she started talking about this other guy who she is (for lack of better word) obsessed with, and today at lunch she was going on about how found out that his brother was in her class and she actually took out her laptop in the middle of lunch to show us his FB profile. I sat there thinking and wondered if this was the kind of friend I want and yeah sure there are days that I want to rant about stupid stuff but it i not all the time. Most of the time I want to talk about the news of the day, for example this morning all i wanted to do was rant about the Super Tuesday results and I couldn't because they probably wouldn't want to. I just to have an intelligent conversation with someone, not a conversation about the face that someones brother is in your class.


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Lindsay Lohan

Have a night class tonight and I know i will be sleepy when i get back so im updating early :)

514pm- okay so we have all seen the media surrounding Lilo the pass few years- in and out of rehab and courtrooms but over the weekend she hosted Saturday Night Live and didn't do a bad job and even if she did at least people are talking something thats good for her right? I personally believed that she was a lost cause, another hollywood actress who partied her pants off and would never change. But looking at how seriously she is taking her probation and how she is getting the praise for the judge i believe that LiLo is getting back on track and is going to make a giant comeback in the year 2012. There are those who still only see her as the train wreak that was portrayed over and over again on the news ( and if you take that stuff at face value than you deserve to be lied to), I believe that like Robert Downey Jr who suffered from a drug addiction for years but made a comeback Lindsay too can make a comeback and this chapter in her life will be closed. I think people are hard on celebrities because seeing someone "fall from grace" so publicly makes others feel like they're in a position to judge them and be morally superior so they can feel good about themselves. That will never change, we live in a society that craves scandal and tragedy and when something happens will feel powerful because we think "I'm better than that" and the true is we're not, we're not any better than celebrities and it is not out position to judge them. People forget that celebrities are humans too and they make mistakes; the difference being when we make mistakes it is not in front of the whole world. We know that if we break up with someone it is not going to end up all over the internet (Facebook doesn't count ;p), we know that if we get arrested for a DWI it is not going to be all over "Perez Hilton.com" and if we get divorced our private problems are not going to end up on "TMZ.com" and/or become a subject of public debate. The saying "You can't judge a person until you've walked a mile in their shoes" applies here there are bigger issues in the world than who getting divorced/arrested this week.

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Cheers to the Freakin weekend.

11:14am- Well, i got my crazy friday night that I wanted. Note to self, never drink large amounts of alcohol on an empty stomach or better yet just never drink again. This is what I am saying this morning, hell this is what I say after every time i drink. Drinking started around 7pm and went to 1030 at which point we went to the bar. Okay i feel like i should start from the beginning. The story begins around 9am yesterday morning, i was leaving the gym and as i was i ran into a friend (we shall call him john) anyway john and i were talking and he asked me out to get coffee later that night. I said yes and around 6 that night we went out to "Just Us" ( basically the Starbucks of where i go to school; amazing hot chocolate) we both got hot chocolate and we decided to go sit in the back area of the cafe and guess who was also there. Thats right my ex bf, needless to say i quickly suggested we go sit somewhere else. We had great conversations about, well just about everything and I had a really great time. Walking back we were talking about our plans for the rest of the night and i had mentioned thatI wanted to go out to the bar and drink, he was down with that so we ended up taking a detour and went to the liquor store where i wisely (Sarcasm) bought 6 bottles of vodka coolers ( and yes i drank them all). After, i went back to my res to change and then went to his res to drink before going out. Well, while drinking were listening to Disney music on YouTube because lets face music from disney movies is the best and had some really good drunk conversations (aren't those always the best?). Anyway after a long night of dancing I was ready to head to bed, i was asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. But of course there are consequences to drinking and I was hit with those as soon as i woke up. I did not even want to get out of bed; not even even to get food or water but i made it to meal hall and had some food and it made me feel a lot better.

After last night I have come to the conclusion that the universe hates me because not only did i run into my ex at Just Us, i ran into my ex's new girlfriend at the bar as she was working coat check ( she really isnt the type to go out and party at all and he is) AND i ran into my ex as i was leaving the bar. I mean that has to be some sort of record!!!

Update on the friend thing: we had lunch together yesterday and didn't see each other the rest of the day and as they both went home for the weekend I have no idea when im going to see them. But anyway it doesn't matter anymore, short of building a time machine i cant really do anything about it.

2 of my invitations already done! 

But on the other hand for one of my classes we get to do arts and crafts and that makes me so happy lol, second year of university and we're making arts and crafts. But no complaints here.

anyway thats all for now
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Shit out of luck

221pm- so this week has been very busy, just finished my 4/5 midterm and feeling pretty great about it. After i decided that if I was going to get any work done at all i was going to need to be in the library and i surprised myself i was very productive (might have to make this library my regular homework spot). The only bad thing about it if you're alone (which I am until my other group member arrives) and you to pee you're pretty much shit out of luck; i mean you could chance it and leave you're +1000 dollar MAC laptop unattended or you just have to wait for someone. Im choosing the latter. No bathroom trip is the worth the chance of someone stealing your stuff and while i would like to believe that my fellow students wouldn't you never know who people really are. Better safe than sorry or in my case better holding my bladder than coming back to a stolen laptop.

Ever feel like you need to do something crazy? Thats how I feel, i feel like this weekend I need to do something crazy ( and by crazy i mean drink, dont worry im legal age) with all the craziness going on and all the work i had to do this week i feel like i need to let loose and have a good time....but if fate has its way i will probably be staying in this weekend but im going to try and get my political science essay done so i at least done have to worry about that over the weekend.

UPDATE 430pm- She came and finally got to pee :)

Anyway more homework is calling my name so I thought I'd post this fun little picture I stole from my friend's facebook. Mine is "Best friends with Lady Gaga. Do this for yourself and post it in the comments

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